Sophia Grace

I understand now who Evangelin is and what she is doing for me every day. She is within me in such a way I felt as if her and I were one. I now see she is my spirit guide sending me the people and resources I need as I continue my transformation.

Connect to spirit is the message I've been receiving from Evangelin. As I sit in the quiet and clear my mind I begin to know myself. I see my best interests materialize in my heart as a short list of desires. Children, my expression, creator energy, writing, soul evolution, self love, sisterhood, goddess. Much more swirls around me asking me to be the old self in a fearful voice. Spirit calls my name, but I can't quite understand it. The swirling intrusion muffles the sound of me. I go back to my list and start with children. The below is what I saw as I let go of all that called to me.

As I connect to my spirit I hear "Sophia". Beauty from within the essence of joy encircles me. A second time, I hear "Grace". A vision of a long dark haired girl standing waiting for me. I can feel she is nervous I may not see her. She's 3 years young in a red flower print dress with her hands clasped making a bowl. She's looking down into her hands shoulders slumped. I call to her "Sophia Grace"; I pause for her response. I tell her it's time to go, and she looks up. Her serious dark eyes in thought break for a moment and smile to me, yes it's time.

After the vision of my daughter, I started to receive book titles from a dear friend during conversations. Knowing that Evangelin is speaking to me through others, I bought the books and began reading. I started with the "Pleaedian Workbook" and "Chi Gung" and ended with "Family of Light". In these books I found tools to to continue my journey in this life, and much needed messages. My soul's work began at a conscious level for the first time. It feels like desire, passion for my own self. I am moving away from my old self now who was selfless, and thought of others at all times. I now hear the work I need to do, and how I must prepare for the dramatic changes ahead of me.

We are all born of love from that great white river that flows through the universe. I dreamed so long ago of flying over it and as I looked into it my vision cleared and my knowing began.